And I can't find it in myself to fall asleep
But not because of the thought of you
But because of the thought of being alone
I don't understand
Why haven't I let go of the thought of being alone?
If someone else can
Why can't I?
Is it because I miss you?
Is it because I'm afraid of the thought of being alone?
Is it because I'm afraid of the thought of you leaving me?
I don't understand
I don't think I'll ever understand
-c.s.m
-c.s.m